Psalm 139:16 Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.
Did you ever read those choose your own adventure books? Where the reader actively participates in the story by making choices at key points, which then determine the plot and ultimately, the ending of the narrative. Sometimes, I feel like I am living in one of those books! "Adulting" is definitely "choose your own adventure"!
In the midst of all the adventuring, I have to remember that God knows every aspect of my life. The good decisions as well as the not so good decisions, and He still Loves me. I can't allow myself to wonder why things happen but rather be joyful that God knows the grand plan and works all thing together for good. It can be a struggle to maintain that mindset, but the struggle is worth it. So, buckle up and trust that God has an adventure ready for you! Enjoy!